Oh tumblr,
I haven’t been on here for the longest. I miss blogging because I get to see so many great quotes, photography, funny things, etc. But at the same time it makes me feel like I’ve been on the computer too much. Haha. Oh well…
So omygah, I miss San Diego oh so much. =/ That mini vacay was not long enough. I love the family up there. Every time I get the opportunity to go there, I go. Even if the drive is so long, it’s worth it. I just noticed a lot of different feelings from when I’m down there and when I’m over here in Sac. I just feel so much happier when I’m in SD. I feel so productive and feel like I’m constantly doing something. When I’m here I just feel hella lazy ALL the time and bored. I don’t think I’ll be continuing living here and finishing college here. It’s nice to experience different environments and I’ve been in Sac for way too long. I’m not saying there’s anything wrong with living in Sac or the people, it’s just me and where I see myself heading down the road in the next year or so. And I know that I always have somewhere to go in San Diego cause some of my family is there and my more of my family plan moving there too. San Diego is where my heart is set on going to school for my nursing program.. IF I get in.. I just gotta have hope and work even harder toward that goal. While I was in SD my aunt & my mom asked me “what about you and your boyfriend?” I have no worries about that because we are stronger than distance. He supports me in everything I want & we’ll make it.
So on another note, I still haven’t gotten my car. But from the time I’ve been looking at cars I have changed my mind so many times in what I want.. Started from a newer Honda Civic, to a BMW, to an Acura RSX, to a older Honda Civic, to a Honda Prelude, to an Acura Integra, and now I want a Scion tC. Lol, I just know when I do finally get my car. I’m going to be exploding with joy. Haha. But for now, I’ll stay patient. (:
Okay so April 5th: Please come with a great chance for me. I really need this and I’m hoping for it. I’ve wanted this for so long and please please please let me have it. I’ll work to my best ability and won’t take things for granted. Ah, I’m getting nervous but at the same time I want it to pass so I can know the outcome. Oh gosh, I have high hopes though! Patience has brought me something once again.
- 03.28.10